Desperation and Depression...
Been busy busy busy. My mum went back two weeks ago and I am home alone with Shawn. 1st day at home with him was almost driving me crazy. Long story cut short, he's still driving me nuts at times. Anyway, last Wednesday he weighs 4.7kg and feeding 3hrly with 120ml (minus spillage of course). He's not sleeping through the night yet, but sometimes stretches to 4hr interval (thank my lucky stars for that).
Clothes are piled up like Everest and ants in the house!!! I don't believe this. Trying my very best to keep the whole place clean and I would squeeze out time to vacuum and wipe the house, but suddenly there are ants!!! OMG!!! Going crazy! Uggghhh... My lunches are typically soups, one meat/fish and one veg. Otherwise it would be vermicelli soup with meat and veg. I need all the food there is for the milk that I supply to baby Shawn. Usually I'd eat my lunch at around 2-3pm. I had not missed my lunch at least for now :)
Steph lent me a sarong sling. I had wanted to use it yesterday when I had to go back to hospital for checkup but Shawn wasn't comfortable in it and was crying when I put him in. I would need to use the sarong sling soon. I desperately need to go out shopping!!! I need to be mobile and oh boy... how I need to go out!!!
To be continue,,,
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